"To Theodore"
I Held You In My Warm Arms
Never Loved You More than now
I Hold you my child like my last embrace
every embrace is fit to be my last
so that if anything ever happens to me
and i am unable to take care of you,
i will have always said i love and therefore
never regret a thing!  The road goes on and on
you and i are one we Have Forged A Paradise
From Pure Wilderness We Built This Home
Every Single Thing In It and We Live In It
I Don't Believe anyone could ever take that away
But if they did, we'd start over.

"A Fine Train Set"
This Christmas,
I Want To Purchase
A Fine Train Set
For My Baby
With a circle of tracks
for the living room floor
--a grown-up model train-set,
 no less!  I'll beg and steal
For A Fine Red Engine
And A Fine Line Of Train Cars
And Fine, Fine Tracks
--Grown-up kind of tracks
with a motor! Or Just Buy him
Hot Wheels.  Hot Wheels!
Train Set!  Sailboats!
Toys, Lord, Toys!  We Need
TOYS for Theodore!  Respectable,
Good-natured Toys,  Maybe a Set of
Blocks or a model Car or Some Legos?
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN LORD.

"Christmas Is Love"
I Think I've Finally Figured It Out--
Of What Christmas Is All About--
Spending Time With The One You Love
Giving Thanks For Their Love To God Above,
And Joy And Gifts and Music And Food
I'm Starting To Get In a Christmas Mood!
Christmas Is About The Ones You Love
Christmas is For Sharing
No one Should Be Alone At Christmastime!
The Meaning Of Christmas Is Love!

"Choosing a Path"
I came into
a Point of My Life
When I Had To Decide
Which Road I Would Take
And Take it To The End
And Temptation Tempted me
And I Tried To Shrug off Virtue
And I Tried to calm down
And I Tried not to feel it
But I could Feel it
And I Could Know It
And I Could Name It
And I Followed My Heart
And Left The Person I Was
Behind and all that I seemed
And How I have Changed
And How I am different
And how i am weakened
and how my weakness
is what makes me strong now
and how i cannot lie
and how i look you in the eye
and everything that i hold dear
and my reason for living
and my purpose is changed
i cannot go back
i cannot go back
i can, and i am tempted to
but if i go a little further, then
i wont be able to come back to it
two paths of life
i had to follow my heart
my heart betrayed my dream
i flew like a free bird away
and i am going to name it
and i am going to find it
and i am going to do it
because ive come this far
we cant go back
im going down a path
i wouldn't have foreseen
three years ago!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.////

"Gifts Theodore Needs"
He Must Have A Sailing Ship Three Feet Tall
With Sails and ropes and rigging and all
He Must Have A Kaleidoscope
And a Microscope
And A Telescope
And A Book About Dinosaurs
Also, He Needs A Daily Planner
And A Yearly Budget Planner
He Needs Some Books
And A New Pet Hamster, Male
He Must Have Some New Panties
And Lots And Lots Of Candies
There Must be Cookies And Pepsi Cola
To Get This Money, I'm Gonna Borrow!


"Silent Noise"
Silent Noise, Silent Worlds
Go Past In Darkness yet Lord
Lord I am running back
into your arms if i ever
lose my faith in you God
I don't know i couldn't go on
The devil Playing Tricks
He was a liar and a murderer
from the start
I am running into your arms, God.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!

"I Know A Little Boy"
I Know A Little Boy Who Loves Christmas
His Name Is Theodore Land He Works By Hand
He Is So Sweet To Be A Grown Man
So I Made Him My Child.  This Little Boy
Will Find His Christmas Topped With Toys
Candy is Dandy, Wine is Fine, and I'll be there
When he Opens his toys and candy this Christmas Year!
I Know A Little Boy Who Loves Christmas
Let's Make It A Wonderful One For Him, Oh Lord!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

On Christmas Day A Baby Was Born
What Greater Hope Could There Be
And He Wasn't Just Any Child Either
He Was Born With A Special Mission
He Was Born To Save The Whole World!

"Bittersweet Sentence"
There Is Tragedy In Christmas that
Came With The Myrhh and Frankincense.
When The Three Wise Kings Of Orient
Brought The Baby Jesus The First Christmas
Gifts, they were Gold, Frankincense, and myrrh.
myrrh is a burial spice used to anoint the dead.
Jesus knew, and Mary And Joseph Knew, and
The Wise Men Knew, That Jesus Was The Messiah
They Brought Him the meaning of myrhh that Jesus
 Would Someday Die For All Of Our Sins.
This makes Christmas Bittersweet.  They Gave Him
Gold Because He Was A King, and Spices to symbolize
His imminent Martyrdom on The Cross.  So Mourn.
Weep and be sad at the bittersweet price Jesus had to pay
and they found him and assigned the fate of death to Jesus
On The Day Of His Birth!  Jesus Bore A Heavy Load in His Life.
There Were Tears From The First Moments of His Birth.
How would you like to be Jesus' Mother Mary, knowing that one day
He would Be Crucified?