Saturday, November 7, 2015

"To Theodore"
I Held You In My Warm Arms
Never Loved You More than now
I Hold you my child like my last embrace
every embrace is fit to be my last
so that if anything ever happens to me
and i am unable to take care of you,
i will have always said i love and therefore
never regret a thing!  The road goes on and on
you and i are one we Have Forged A Paradise
From Pure Wilderness We Built This Home
Every Single Thing In It and We Live In It
I Don't Believe anyone could ever take that away
But if they did, we'd start over.
"A Fine Train Set"
This Christmas,
I Want To Purchase
A Fine Train Set
For My Baby
With a circle of tracks
for the living room floor
--a grown-up model train-set,
 no less!  I'll beg and steal
For A Fine Red Engine
And A Fine Line Of Train Cars
And Fine, Fine Tracks
--Grown-up kind of tracks
with a motor! Or Just Buy him
Hot Wheels.  Hot Wheels!
Train Set!  Sailboats!
Toys, Lord, Toys!  We Need
TOYS for Theodore!  Respectable,
Good-natured Toys,  Maybe a Set of
Blocks or a model Car or Some Legos?
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN LORD.
"Christmas Is Love"
I Think I've Finally Figured It Out--
Of What Christmas Is All About--
Spending Time With The One You Love
Giving Thanks For Their Love To God Above,
And Joy And Gifts and Music And Food
I'm Starting To Get In a Christmas Mood!
Christmas Is About The Ones You Love
Christmas is For Sharing
No one Should Be Alone At Christmastime!
The Meaning Of Christmas Is Love!

"Choosing a Path"
I came into
a Point of My Life
When I Had To Decide
Which Road I Would Take
And Take it To The End
And Temptation Tempted me
And I Tried To Shrug off Virtue
And I Tried to calm down
And I Tried not to feel it
But I could Feel it
And I Could Know It
And I Could Name It
And I Followed My Heart
And Left The Person I Was
Behind and all that I seemed
And How I have Changed
And How I am different
And how i am weakened
and how my weakness
is what makes me strong now
and how i cannot lie
and how i look you in the eye
and everything that i hold dear
and my reason for living
and my purpose is changed
i cannot go back
i cannot go back
i can, and i am tempted to
but if i go a little further, then
i wont be able to come back to it
two paths of life
i had to follow my heart
my heart betrayed my dream
i flew like a free bird away
and i am going to name it
and i am going to find it
and i am going to do it
because ive come this far
we cant go back
im going down a path
i wouldn't have foreseen
three years ago!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.////
"Gifts Theodore Needs"
He Must Have A Sailing Ship Three Feet Tall
With Sails and ropes and rigging and all
He Must Have A Kaleidoscope
And a Microscope
And A Telescope
And A Book About Dinosaurs
Also, He Needs A Daily Planner
And A Yearly Budget Planner
He Needs Some Books
And A New Pet Hamster, Male
He Must Have Some New Panties
And Lots And Lots Of Candies
There Must be Cookies And Pepsi Cola
To Get This Money, I'm Gonna Borrow!


"Silent Noise"
Silent Noise, Silent Worlds
Go Past In Darkness yet Lord
Lord I am running back
into your arms if i ever
lose my faith in you God
I don't know i couldn't go on
The devil Playing Tricks
He was a liar and a murderer
from the start
I am running into your arms, God.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"I Know A Little Boy"
I Know A Little Boy Who Loves Christmas
His Name Is Theodore Land He Works By Hand
He Is So Sweet To Be A Grown Man
So I Made Him My Child.  This Little Boy
Will Find His Christmas Topped With Toys
Candy is Dandy, Wine is Fine, and I'll be there
When he Opens his toys and candy this Christmas Year!
I Know A Little Boy Who Loves Christmas
Let's Make It A Wonderful One For Him, Oh Lord!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
On Christmas Day A Baby Was Born
What Greater Hope Could There Be
And He Wasn't Just Any Child Either
He Was Born With A Special Mission
He Was Born To Save The Whole World!

Friday, November 6, 2015

"Bittersweet Sentence"
There Is Tragedy In Christmas that
Came With The Myrhh and Frankincense.
When The Three Wise Kings Of Orient
Brought The Baby Jesus The First Christmas
Gifts, they were Gold, Frankincense, and myrrh.
myrrh is a burial spice used to anoint the dead.
Jesus knew, and Mary And Joseph Knew, and
The Wise Men Knew, That Jesus Was The Messiah
They Brought Him the meaning of myrhh that Jesus
 Would Someday Die For All Of Our Sins.
This makes Christmas Bittersweet.  They Gave Him
Gold Because He Was A King, and Spices to symbolize
His imminent Martyrdom on The Cross.  So Mourn.
Weep and be sad at the bittersweet price Jesus had to pay
and they found him and assigned the fate of death to Jesus
On The Day Of His Birth!  Jesus Bore A Heavy Load in His Life.
There Were Tears From The First Moments of His Birth.
How would you like to be Jesus' Mother Mary, knowing that one day
He would Be Crucified?
"Giving"
Christmas is about Love
It's partly about loving others
enough to give them gifts
gifts to everyone and anyone
who doesn't recieve a christmas gift
is not a shame but a victory for Christ!
Christmas is about Love
The reason Giving is so sweet
is the look on Theodore's face
Because I Love Him
We Give Gifts To One Another
Because We Love One Another,
We Give What We Can Afford
Sometimes, We Even Make Gifts
The Little Drummer Boy Played
on his Drum and Newborn Jesus Smiled.
Christmas asks that we Give Of Ourselves.
And Don't forget to Give To Jesus.
What Can You Give To Jesus?
YOUR LOVE, SACRIFICES, AND PRAYERS.
You See, Christmas is about love!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.

Friday, October 30, 2015

"Love and Aging"
And When I Grow Tired And Old,
Will You Be There To Hold Me
Inside The Heaven Of Your Embrace?
We are Getting Older Now My Child
Age Has Tinged Our Leaves and your beard
With Winter, And I look More Tired
Every Day.  Weather-Beaten We Are
Like Sea Driftwood Washed Up On Sand Dunes
And All I Can Think, in this moment, is
Is How Incredibly Much I Just Love You!
"Mistletoe Kiss"
Theodore I'll Kiss You
under the mistletoe
this year and every year
i'll wipe off my red lipstick
and kiss you hard and well
gently but firmly
on the mouth the way you
always want me to kiss you
i'll kiss you like there's no tomorrow
I'll kiss you till you pull away
Breaths mingling toes tingling
Don't Worry, I'll Find A Way!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.

"Love and Aging"
And When I Grow Tired And Old,
Will You Be There To Hold Me
Inside The Heaven Of Your Embrace?
We are Getting Older Now My Child
Age Has Tinged Our Leaves and your beard
With Winter, And I look More Tired
Every Day.  Weather-Beaten We Are
Like Sea Driftwood Washed Up On Sand Dunes
And All I Can Think, in this moment, is
Is How Incredibly Much I Just Love You!
"Opening Presents"
Christmas Morning is Like Being In Heaven
All month the gifts have lain under the tree
wrapped in wrapping paper tape and ribbons
all shapes and sizes all for Theodore and Me
Theodore Comes in early in the morning and
he opens them one by one me squealing in my heart
with joy when his eyes light up every time he opens one
and thanks me for every gift he opens and hungrily
hungrily reaches for another gift to open with a sense of hope
and when he finds the last gift i bite back the tears
it stings to run out of christmas gifts for him each year
if i had the money i would buy him all the world!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
"Joy is Free"
Christmas doesn't depend on money
Christmas isn't a Capitalistic Scam
In Fact, You Don't Need Anything
To Enjoy Christmas as much as ever
Just imagine your favorite things and
fill your heart with warmth and joy
joy doesn't come from money
you can be joyful alone or together
christmas with nothing alone is merry too
i do it every year, the house gets all quiet
with a magical spirit that this is
a magical day and I can't help
just being happy at Christmastime
Joy is Free Dont Need the Carols
Don't even need the Tree or the dinner
If I Had Crumbs at Christmas
I Would Feed Them To The Wild Birds

Snow Globes With Falling Snow
Holiday Glitter and sparkly confetti
pink, green, blue, red, orange and yellow sprinkles
read white and green sprinkles
mistletoe where there is true love
candy canes hanging on a wreath
making a wreath out of pine boughs
red ribbons
anything gold
pinecones spray painted gold
red holly berries on holly boughs
christmas tree anticipation...
happiness and just enough money to splurge
ships in bottles and horses on two legs
turkey ham and stuffing
cranberry sauce and oranges
dried cranberries, chocolate chips and pecans
nuts for the nutcracker to crack
fancy china and old tablecloths
finding out all of last year's lights are broken
going to the store to buy new lights
the glitz of walking into any store
whether or not you have any money
an abundance of food and generosity
people wishing you "merry chistmas"
Christmas Carols on the radio driving in a car
crocheting caps and scarves if you can afford yarn
making christmas cookies with a rolling pin
chocolate and all sorts of candy
stockings and filling them with candy
Manger nativity sets
angel and star tree toppers
Nativity plays at church
Merry Christmas!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"Christmas Cookie Cutter Shapes"
Snowflakes
Stars
Crosses
Angels
Wreaths
Bows
candy canes
Santa Claus
Circles
Hearts
Diamonds
Holly
Presents
Reindeer
Gingerbread Men
In Jesus' Name,
Amen,


"Nutcracker"
Oh My Darling Nutcracker Doll,
Thee Standest bejeweled high and tall
thy staunch wooden body with bearded face
will keep me safe and ward away the mice!
only goodness can enter here
the sweetest time of all the year!
Thy little jacket, forest green velvet
bejeweled uniform and tall black helmet
thy face is feirce and yet so warm
I know we'll never fear from harm!
If It Were Not For This Christmas Soldier,
Then my Child Might not rest in his little manger!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

"Let There Be Hope For Us"
Lord, Let There Be Some Hope
For Theodore And I!  Too Dark
Is The Future Seeming No Money
No House No Garden No Children
No Pet No Job Just Danger
Of Government coming after us
On and On Until We Fall
 Into The Dirt At Last!
Lord, Shine Us A Gift
I Pray A Gift Of Hope
Some Money, Some Food,
You Might Give Us A Friend
Or Family....But we Just Need
A Little Hope In Both Of Our
Lives.  Please Lord I Pray.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

"What is Christmas Really About?"
Every Year Comes Christmas
Everybody Celebrates around the World
In Their Own Way But
 Do They Know
What Christmas means?
This is what it means to me.
Christmas means so many things
To each individual person
To many it means lots of presents
But is there something more to
Christmas that they don't see?
is there a hope and a meaning
and a light in Christmastime that
can only be felt with the heart?
Is christmas really about money?
To so many, christmas is a celebration
of luxury wealth and comfort. Yet
I see a hope in christmas the which,
I don't think they can see it clearly
Whatever it is,I am exploring
what Christmas Really Is About.
It seems it isn't about money or gifts
There is a deeper meaning....
In Jesus' Name,
Amen


"Grace"
God, I could Use
A Little of Your Grace Now
A Little Of Your Understanding
A Little Of Your Compassion
A Little Of Your Mercy
In My Life
Right Now
And Every Day.
My Life is Hard
There is Heartbreak
And Poverty
Barrenness
Despair
Loneliness
Hunger
Lack and Need
There is so much
Lack and Need in me
And in my life, that I Pray
That You, God, Will Shine Your Light
Shine Your Light Down On Me
Bless Us With Your Grace
Get Us Through Each Day
Life is too hard
There is no hope.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.

"Thanksgiving"
There Is Always Something To Be Thankful For
At Thanksgiving Everybody Just Wants To Stay At Home
I Think It's Our Way Of Thanking God For Providing For Us
It's really a miracle!  You can be thankful for anything
Be thankful that you arent hungry, or that you are
Be thankful for having a home, or being alive
Be Thankful for the littlest things more than
the bigger things not everybody has the bigger things
so be thankful for the things we all have
there are many homeless people who will give thanks
there are people with deadly diseases who will give thanks
there are people who cannot even afford to feed themselves
Yet They Will Give Thanks,  It's a season of gratitude to God
That God Provides For Us All In His Own Way
God Smiles on all of us on this Feasting Day!

"Lord, Let Me Live For Theodore"
I Pray thee, Lord Let Me Live For Him,
My Love, My Life, My Theodore!
Take Not This Sweet Breath from our lips
for all the whispers we've shared so recently
no ticker-tape runneth we up, so let us dream
and in this possible madness that is love and poetry
let us live on to love, Oh Lord, Let us live on!
My Theodore and I must live, Oh God, Else This Life
Shall Have No Pretty Children To Nod Upon!
I Praythee, Help My Little Child Each Day To Live,
And Strengthen me thus, that i make care fore him!
Let us Live, Lord!  Theodore and I,
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"Cinnamon and Nutmeg"
Cinnamon and Nutmeg Go In Everything
Tea and Cider, Pumpkin Pie and Meat
Egg Nog and Rice Pudding, Custard
and Pancakes, cinnamon cookies
cakes, breads, cinnamon rolls
cinnamon sticks, apple pies
the smell of mulling spices
cinnamon, nutmeg, allspice and cloves
At this season, these seasonings we dearly love!

"Christmas Cookies"
Christmas Cookies Are An Art
There Are Thousands Of Varieties
Any Cookie Goes, from the simplest
chocolate chip, to stained glass candy cookies
macaroons of fresh coconut
florentines with candied orange peel
chocolate and heavy cream make truffles
sugar cookies with cookie cutters
every variety of icing and sprinkles
the fruitcake and pumkpin and pecan pie
rice pudding and figgy pudding
wash them down with warmed milk
or egg nog!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

When My Well Runs Dry,
Oh Lord!  Will I still, then,
Be your Child, Lord, even
when i cannot find the words?
A life well lived is priceless
A Life of good deeds is priceless
A Life of love and kindness
is the only life i want to have
and when i rest in the earth,
i hope my energy benefits the
 universe and makes a light shine
there is so much darkness, Lord
Shining a little light is all i wanna do.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.
In a tiny manger swaddled in hay
A little Baby gently lay
He was the Christ that we may
Celebrate Salvation Christmas Day!
A Donkey meek and humble mild
Softly Brayed to calm the Child
And Mary Nursed Him At Her Breast
And Little Jesus, He Did Rest!
The cows did moo and lambs did play
inside that manger bedded in hay
thus humbly born, the world to save
And Shepherds and kings and angels did pray!
We have been praying ever since
That Christmas Day of innocence
And God Gave Us Our Christmas Day
They day that Jesus came swaddled in hay!
In Jesus Name,
Amen

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Christmas
mugs of
spiced apple cider
egg nog
hot chocolate
peppermint tea
sleepytime tea
crocheting links into a future cap
made to warm a loved ones ears
and necks and temples
snowflakes dancing all around us
big snowdrifts like sand dunes
ice crystals and icicles
frost on window panes
tree branches covered in glassy ice
school cancellations
new toys
family
everybody you love in one room
coming home
christmas morning
cold toes on wooden floors
sneaking in to peek at what santa brought
children staying awake to hear santa on the roof
mama saying she heard jingle bells when she went outside
on christmas eve and reindeer snorting
but they were gone before she could get a good look
God made Christmas
he made it for You and For Me
Christmas is God's Gift to all his Children on earth
you can't help feeling giddy on christmas
the sun shines clearer on christmas day
there's a magic in the air that noone
can quite explain a tangible magic in the air
Christmas is one of the Most Wonderful things in Life
Remember, Jesus bought us the gift of christmas
he paid for it with his crucifixion what a price
so enjoy his labors to save the world because he gave
his life for you and me, and they brought him myrrh at his birth
because they knew he was the one to die for our sins
think of the baby in swaddling cloth that was crucified!
What a price to pay!  What a gift it bought for the world!
Merry Christmas!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen